Y dun u cares me more~
last nite, juz happen an accident that i bang my own car door crash through my forehead Omg~
at the moment after get crash 2 my head, i felt faint n i felt my forehead got some liquid dropping through my head n wet too ~
Aiyaya my head bleeding sia~so pain~haha but i nv cry~coz i noe it is my own mistake nv c properly n slam the car door~
well in my life~i feel many love tat hv been gave from peers.........they reali cares about me~
In tis moment, i felt tat they treat me reali like they lovers or family~
u can felt it totally~n i should deserve it too~
Msn  peers n college friends non stop scolding n nagging me~
Wat!!U ar? lousy driver ar hw come u crash yr head wif the door wif so careless~
haha~while they reali  nagging but im happy they cares me more
especially my 2 darling ys n bernice keep nag n suggest me to rest more~
haha^^,but i nv listen lol i do my assignment til 1am go slept~
I felt depress n full wif dissapointed~
the person which is who i love n cares~sob sob~sad n felt 1 2 cry~hw come he can treat me tat way~
without asking~it doesn't cares me~
he nv cares wat had happens  on me
damn shit fella~
did u noe i hate i love u~hate u deeply~nv felt 4gv u~as a boy doesn't take any reaction to care a girl felt so  sad n disappointed on you~
reali frustrated 2 a guy tat nv take any action~
heart broken man~wasting my time~u hurts me!!!deeply through the heart~
life so complicated~especially get hurts in yr relationship~
i think i should gv up this relationship n try 2 accept another guy tat more cares me~
hw can he do tat~

wat is the purpose of study march til september rite nw~sustained effort, hardworking???izit insufficient....
2day is a gloomy day~felt wanted 2 cry.....but i cant cry~i muz be more stronger.....i noe cry it doesn't works at all...im getting crazy on immw course.......................
 im started struggling n scare for my immw course.....a damn hard subject tat suffer lots of pain....
even group 1 class senior facing the failure assignment "political tsunami" feature article tat they did wif our group 2  class as the same things in a same time during tutorial n lecture class......more serious.....lecturer said some of the student plagiarism....oh my gosh!!is kind of pity....get an lower marks n hv 2 listen lecturer comment about the assignment~off course im also involve as the lower marks student in class n somes of my peers got 0%..i hv no comment on it........did i done wrongly.....wat is my effort for~work so hard 4 doin a assignment wif 1000words at nite til lack of sleep............
wat i should do rite nw~
izit the day after 2mrw 4 me~
no hopes........no breathe......time stop it rite here~
im became more speechless.......
god.......can u oblige me some power.....im kind weak....sad......
i nid u to be wif me.....n point me the way tat where i should goin on........